Going Within.

I couldn’t stop crying, the tears were uncontrollable.
At some point I broke down, why does life have to hurt so much.
I am the sadmonk I said to myself. I am supposed
To be sad. I stopped crying. I just wanted everyone to be friends.
My sadness is for others and wishing
I could make everyone’s life alright.
No more suffering and dying.
I have no time to be selfish and think about me.
I have to go and help others.
I will always be the sadmonk.
I care for everyone and everything.
-sadmonk